You know, when you are working on something, and you think it is going so well, and then you show it to someone, and there are all these changes and more complicated things you need to do ...

Okay, so I had a breakdown. Yep, full on. Why? Because I want to be finished. I want to move on to the next thing. I want to know it all already. I want it to be easy.

I had no idea that I am so resistant to real challenges. I had no idea my expectations are so rigid. I set these deadlines for myself, which are not realistic, and then get upset when I can't live up to it. And then I am hard on myself.

Deep breath, more learning.